My words fly up, my thoughts remain below: Words without thoughts never to heaven go.

A Shakespeare's quote from his play, Hamlet. Such a profound yet simple quote.

I've never given in to speaking with thoughts before when I'm communicating with someone. It's never crossed to me that my words can be so hollow when I converse yet never has anyone pointed out to me that my words are shallow. I don't know. I find myself thinking deeply but almost always I've failed to get my point across. The point is, I should start being frank. But I've always been, frank, I mean, aren't I? Such a simple dilemma. I should stop thinking and start acting like a true patriot, the one I am. What a laugh.

Right, defender, my feet. So, today, work was pretty hectic. I liked that. Fun fun. Time passes ever so quickly. I was shocked. I thought it would be Abu who would do counter with me. Without me knowing it, D volunteered to do counter. Madness. If stock arrives and he goes off doing his stock, am I to be left alone? Grr. So insensitive yet oddly comforting much. So, we both fought and fought and fought again. Everyone keeps shaking their heads. Well, I didn't start it! He started it and I MUST retort, right?! RIGHT! He started it. Annoyed. Greatly annoyed. He should really stop it. I enjoy pouring my attention on him but if he has no intentions what-so-ever, he should stop keeping my hopes held high. I have no inkling what-so-ever if he enjoys the attention so much. (Attention seeker, pfft!)

Apart from that, I keep getting mad when they, meaning my colleagues, keep teasing me. I'm really far from pissed. It's like saying they're trying to matchmake. David, why can't you do something like DENY everything? Quit smiling like a rooster and pretending to be the innocent party. I detest it. Then again, maybe I should ignore his reaction and I shouldn't do anything about it. It's a series of maybe(s) from there.

Well whatever. I shan't dwell on it. Fasting fasting fasting has been pretty tough. I go to work energetic, go home to sleep till break fast time. What a loser, Susu! Hypersomnia, I'm sure of it. No fast = insomnia. Fast = hypersomnia. What a weird me. Then again, I don't like the sound of a normal me. That's so boring.

Dragonica is GOD DAMNED SO MUCH FUN! I play and play and play for hours at night and don't get bored. Haha! Yes, it has been fun. Oh, I play under Thqice, not Iahgames. Meaning, Open Beta Test for North America, me thinks. All right. So, I best be off to bed to wake up 4 hours later. Laters gators Claise!