Hey you! Move the butt, k?
I'm retarded. I want to conquer the milk world so they make Oreo milkshakes for me every single, damned day.
My name is Susu and no. I don't mean milk. Because I am milk.
I require precision and accurate readings so that my coffee milkshake will turn out puurrfect.
Y'know what's awkward?
It's when someone ugly says they're ugly, oh the awkwardness...! Is immaturity an epidemic? It's almost everywhere NOW!!!
Bonzai!
Thursday, February 25, 2010/ 2/25/2010 12:38:00 am
Wai hello readers! Bah, like as though I have any, anyway...
LOL! I just heard something funny...
Kadang-kadang, perasaan manusia ni lebih kotor daripada najis, tau.
A.K.A. Sometime, human feelings are dirtier than germs and bacteria.
Somehow, I find myself nodding with the quote... Random video update! I love this song. One of the top songs in Korea right now, actually.
You guys loved it yet? Sad, isn't it? Yep. I love it. I keep replaying this song in my handphone mp3(no, I'm not ashamed of this replaying fact) wherever I go. Bah, screw you stupid songs!
Anyway, what's the difference between love and hate? Can you just love someone without hating them? Can you hate someone without loving them? I've been thinking about it and I guess a tad differently. They're not opposite of each other. They just come in a package, you know? Opposite of this package is apathy. Indifference. That's the true enemy here.
I mean, let's face it. I feel kinda pathetic and low to keep voicing this out.
Look at me and David.
I hate him for making me love him. Love is such a strong workd here... Screw you.
I hate him for making me like him.
Better. Sounded like a retard back then.
It's impossible to hate him when I know I like him a lot. I mean, by the whole sky, a lot. But I just want to keep hating him because he makes me feel like a pathetic no one. Holy crap! It doesn't help that when you like someone a lot, you hate them for what they do to you. Or what they do. You love the person. Hate their actions instead. You love the person wholeheartedly yet because of his crooked smile towards you, you hate them because they make your knees tremble.
Fuck you, heart affairs.
All thanks to answerbag.com
"Because you love too much, until you couldn't let it go, hate appears. When you see deep into the hate you bear for the person, you'll find love.
Yes, you hate someone because you have put in too much love."
Which is what I tried today.
Apathy.
I don't know if it worked. I just tried ignoring.
I knew he was trying to see if I was all right and checked if I was done. Shocked because apparently, I am SUPER fast at doing work. Thanks a lot, jerk. For trying to distract me from my peace. I didn't want to talk to you, you fuck face. But no! You had to SNAP and wake me from my daydreams. THANKS A LOT, FUCK FACE. Would you please cut it out and stop leading me, JESUS! For fuck's sake! Just quit it already while your head is still attached to your body and you're still in Singapore. GET THE FUCK OUT OF SINGAPORE A.S.A.P. DAMN YOU!
Saturday, February 20, 2010/ 2/20/2010 12:46:00 am
So here I am, again, at a God-Forgive-And-Forget-Me time....
Browsing... what about? HAIR PRODUCTS!
banzai. Yeah. Hair hair hair.
I need to fucking fix my hair.
I wanna rebond it, again. fKin rebond it, again. It's just too messy and untidy. :(! Gay.
LOL!
I was thinking about going to Jeric's. Considering Kimage is waaaay off my budget. I wanna try other place but you know, scared. LOL! A good hair day is a good and confident day. That's what I believe in. I'd probably drop by Plaza Singapura's Jeric's branch. Didn't like the one at Bugis. The people seemed... I dunno... rude? Look down on me too much? Probably like I'm another stinking rich-kid-wannabe and try expensive shit and leave me homeless the next day.
ALL RIGHT!
It's decided. I fucking hope my pay is like 700 next month....
Because! This is what I'm gonna do, man...
1. Rebond at Jeric's! (200-240) 2. Spectacles! (145-170) 3. Shoes! (80) 4. Transport! (80 is minimum, holy mother fucking piece of what in the seven wonders...) 5. AIA (36 - Should I cancel?) 6. Needs (60)
Fucking totals to 616, if I take average....
Maybe I should cancel the shoes...
1. Rebond at Jeric's! (200-240) 2. Spectacles! (145-170) 3. Shoes! (80) 4. Transport! (80 is minimum, holy mother fucking piece of what in the seven wonders...) 5. AIA (36 - Should I cancel?) 6. Needs (60)
Maybe? Find a cheaper spectacles, we shall see how. But them are a must. BUDGET LIKE HELL NEXT MONTH!
Allright folks, this month has been pretty busy so I won't be online much, much less to even GAME, so.. miss you guys! So we go, again! It's all about work work work.
P.S. 3 idiots resigned this month. I'm taking over them. Thanks guys. With a big roll on the eyes, yo!
As much as I was random earlier on, I need to delve a little into matters of heart.
I came to a conclusion.
Rita still likes David. Why? Perhaps, so much so, this song that she sent to me, it really explains her. I think I know more than I'm supposed to. *gulps*
Song: 我会好好的 (Wo Hui Hao Hao De - I'll be just fine) By: 王心凌 (Wang Xin Ling)
我 会 好 好 的, 花 还 香 香 的 Wo Hui Hao Hao De, Hua Hai Xiang Xiang Di I'll be just fine. The flowers are still fragrant
世 界 一 直 去, 回 忆 真 美 丽 Shi Jian Yi Zhi Qi, Hui Yi Zhen Mei Li The time will always pass by. The memory is really beautiful
我 是 想 着 你, 一 直 想 着 你 Wo Shi Xiang Zhe Ni, Yi Zhi Xiang Zhe Ni I'm thinking of you. I'll always think of you
你 在 我 心 底, 变 成 了 秘 密 Ni Zai Wo Xin Di, Bien Cheng Le Mi Mi You're in the bottom of my heart. You became a secret
不 要 说 你 爱 我, 你 想 我 Bu Yao Shuo Ni Ai Wo, Ni Xiang Wo Don't say that you love me. That you miss me
如 果 你 的 心 里 没 有 这 么 做 Ru Guo Ni De Xin Li Mei You Zhe Me Zuo If you don't truly love me or think of me from the bottom of your heart
只 是 勉 强 的 敷 衍 我 Zhi Shi Mian Qiang De Fu Yan Wo You're just forcing yourself to make me feel better
我 知 道 了 会 很 难 受 Wo Zhi Dao Le Hui Hen Nan Shou I'll feel bad if I know about it
我 要 你 默 默 走, 不 回 头 Wo Yao Ni Mo Mo Zou, Bu Hui Tou I want you to walk away silently. Don't look back
我 会 清 楚 明 白 你 要 的 是 什 么 Wo Hui Qing Chu Ming Bai Ni Yao De Shi She Me I'll clearly understand what you really want
不 许 勉 强 的 安 慰 我, 说 奇 怪 的 理 由 Wu Xi Mian Qiang De An Wei Wo, Shuo Qi Guai De Li You You don't need to force yourself to comfort me or telling me strange reasons
Reff: 到 现 在 还 是 深 深 的 Dao Xian Zai Hai Shi Shen Shen De Even until now I'm still deeply
深 深 的 爱 着 你 Shen Shen De Ai Zhe Ni Deeply in love with you
是 爱 情 的, 友 情 的 都 可 以 Shi Ai Qing De, You Qing De Dou Ke Yi It doesn't matter if it's love or friendship
那 是 我 心 中 的 幸 福 Na Shi Wo Xin Zhong De Xing Fu That is the happiness that I want
我 知 道 他 苦 苦 的 Wo Zhi Dao Ta Ku Ku Di I know it's bitter
So, what's your conclusion, readers? For all I know, David still likes Rita from the bottom of his heart. So, do I play hero and back off (or tell it to him?) or just play a coward and pretend that nothing is wrong or... just be a schizophrenic and ignore everything, pretending nothing is wrong?