OMG! Mental breakdown for reals. I'm so upset. With everything.
Friend. Now no longer friends.
He thinks being nice to him about the truth is helpful. Being frank is bad. So I should go around and be subtle about the truth? Fine. I'll feed you the sweet poison and keep the bitter medication.
Colleagues. How do I get along with them?
How is it things turn out this way? Did I turn into a disease and everyone avoids me? Am I an infection? Sigh. I didn't ask for this. I should quit this soon. My brain's getting fried.
Father. Why the harassment?
Why the abuse? Why the power just because we're your children? I did not ask you to buy me breakfast. Instead you bought TWO TYPES?! How the hell am I supposed to finish them? Night time. You yak at me.
I really feel like locking myself up somewhere, away from the world. It's pressurizing me too much. I cannot face it.
Sigh...
ARGH! I HATE THIS COMPANY!
LONG JOHN'S SILVER!!!!!FUCK this. x.x I hate them hate them hate them. So tempted to change my blog link to....ihatelongjohnsilversbutiworkthere.blogspot.com
SERIOUSLY! x.x! Like omfg. >.>;;! The only fudging thing that got me so fucking annoyed is this....
David and Thamare passed the report. Fine.
The rest failed. Fine.
That includes me. Fine.
CMS must score. Fine.
The report consists of questions that ask about yourself. Fine.
WHATEVER! WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! OMG! I HATE THE WHOLE CORRUPTED SYSTEM! IT'S BULLSHIT!
WHAT THE FUCK?! You give us a test which comprises of........... judging ourselves. HUH?! I say that again.
HUH?!What kinda test is that?! It became a personality quiz?! FFS! That is so hardcore DUMB! Just WHAT THE HELL! Last time, there weren't any CMS shit and it was ok. Now, what the heck?! There's CMS?! I say this. GO AND DIE LJS! You should just shut down man. Just SHUT DOWN. So annoyed, honestly.
Ain asked if I have good memories at LJS.
My reply (edited for spelling) :
I do have good memories and the good ones outweigh the bad ones.
BUT the bad ones are soooo bad, it's making me consider about having to stay around longer or not.
Seriously. I'm like. Whatever. TWO managers together is intimidating enough. I don't need a third head, you fuck head.
By the way, what's with the threat about CMS?
Score 100%, company give you 30 cash, 20 voucher, area manager pay 10, manager pay 10, assistant manager pay 10.
Less than 90%, you pay all three managers 10 each.
HUH?!
You kidding me, right?! What the fuck?! I don't give a damn about that, you little turd heads. Since when did they fucking implement CMS?! Last time, CMS wasn't around. NOW, it's BULL. It became something so important, so valuable, that it annoys everyone.
Seriously. Should I one day come to hate LJS and get unhappy and get ticked off, I'd blow my job off with no moment's notice. I'll just bombard them with the fact: They've lost me forever. I don't give a damn if they want to put my name in the blacklist. It won't hurt me. I will have my revenge one day. Stupid LJS should just die. I hate this life. Annoys me. Yes, reality is reality. But reality is, you little turd heads, you're losing more and more staff everyday instead of getting more new ones. Not this reality: You fail your CMS or whatever nonsensical theories, out you go. Fine. Fact is, you've lost that hand forever. I'm not gonna come crying, begging for a job even if you're the last company to ever live. Hands down, your company is corrupted. Idiots.
School just started on the other side note. It's not a bad shabby start. I'm fine with it. Hope I can last. Anywho... I think I failed my exams. Sigh. Well, whatever. >.>;;!
I find myself not missing my friends. Is that anything new? o.o! I'm getting to hate more and more of my colleagues. I get annoyed by them. Probably is that time again. :(!
I feel funny yet delighted when he came. But at the same time, I am outraged. OFF IS OFF, DAMN YOU! Stay at home! As if I won't see you the next day! Stupid guy. QUIT MAKING ME FEEL QUEASY! JEEZ! Must there always be a reason to drop by?! GAH! :(! So outraged. >.>;;!
Tomorrow, I am dead. I'll be disher. Apparently, tomorrow will be a busy day? Sigh! Till 4pm. What luck to work with him. Sighness. Oh the sighness. So let's see. Tomorrow with him. Wed with Abang but 3pm, ass is coming. Thursday off(good sign there!!)! Friday, with him again. Saturday, Abang morning, him night?! GAH!!! ANNOYED! x.x! ASS SHOULDN'T MAKE HIMSELF BUSY! REALLY! :(! I hate it when I like him. Stupid crushes. YOU BETTER GO AWAY SOON! By soon! I hope! X.x!
Oh. I bought a cute keychain. Sighness. Should I give CT that? But I just ordered one for me! T.T! Sigh! I dunno. I don't feel sincere when I give her a present upon her request. Sigh. Are presents that important? I hate presents, really. It's just another item. Which will end up being thrown away. X.X!
So, it is indeed a long rant after a long while of not posting. Anywho! I just ate my fried rice. I'll enjoy a mini lil' nap after!
Adios! Cheers!
Labels: angered by reality; upset with typical dumbasses.
HEY! <3!
Claisavard! I think I like my manager. Just like. Just because, we bully each other everyday. XD! Well almost. Anyhow. Gio, I miss you. Jennifer, come back into my life, please?! ^^! Bettyness, just go away you crazy scientist. :(!
So tired these few days! Haha! L4D! Is a great game man! WOOTS! The adrenaline rush! FUN FUN! Shoot them! I'm pissed with them hoho!
<3 Missing everyone. But I don't want to meet any of you guys just yet.
By the way! My managers are the best! :D! Can joke around so much! One is old man. One is my ancestor! O_O! 10 years later. xD!
GAH?!
SO ANNOYED AT SYAFIQ! FFS! GAH! He throws food into the oil! WTF! GO DIE MAN! @_@! BAH! SO fudging irritated. I know they're filtering and cleaning but ffs! I've done kitchen closing also man! WTF! I didn't reach that stage of throwing food, idiots. Don't tell me you're busy man! GAH!
Today, Chris told me off. Saying, I think you used Alex's phone to message me about the work shiz. I'm like WTF MAN! GO DIE! I HATE HIM! He has mental illness. Chronic disease! Chris just found out? I gotta get a good crack at that. I broke up with that ass a long time ago. WTF! LOL! PUHLEEZ! Like as though I have nothing better to do than harass Chris on Alex's phone. Jeez. Gimme a break. I got a life dude.
FFS! LOL!
Today was a zone-in-zone-out session. I was totally zonked out. I'm serious! feCk! Who the hell sleeps standing up?! Serene is back! WOOHOO! I miss her so much! I miss the crazy times I've had with her. T.T!
These few days, have been hazy. I don't remember much about has been going on in my life. All I'm aware of is Friday is my animation exams. I hate this. Finally I realised... I HATE ANIMATING!
Wow I just got my new time table. NO MORE BORING SHIT! BAH! I hate it, really. Everytime like this. I will sure hate one of my 2 modules. Sigh!
So sleepy sleepy. Kaegal is like a zombie. I swear she needs the most sleep. @_@! Silly Kaegal. Sigh.
Don't know what to blog. Oh yes. Today is April's Fool. As if it works. It's a... bad thing. @_@! Ok. Andi's last day is Monday. I won't see him. Haha! Die. XD!