DANG
Wednesday, April 30, 2008/ 4/30/2008 11:57:00 pm
I LAGGED! VIELLA DIED! OMG! Wrong timing. Wtf! Gio, love you buddy!! <3! Ok! I met a really nice kewl Elementor who shares mobs with me! That buys a lot of respect! =0! Viella is 58 now! Woohoo!! =)! <3! Anyway, really sleepy and HAWT! G'night! Love you Gio~<3
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ugh~!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008/ 4/29/2008 11:58:00 pm
OMG!! I have sooo many notes to write down! NO!! Not good!! :(!!! Tiring! :(! UGH!! NO!! Cannot play FlyFF! :(! Ghey! :( Gio! Sowwies! I love you buddy! A lot a lot! Ug! Tiring. @_@! So many things to research and study deeply. HELP!
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Hihi!
Sunday, April 27, 2008/ 4/27/2008 12:28:00 am
Claisavard! MAN! Can you believe Orfeo died??? I got Rune now. RUNE!! Don't die on me boy! Ok! I suddenly got the crazy idea that I wanna make Savien a female. Don't know why. XD! Hahaha! But I suddenly fell in love with the idea of a female Ringmaster. Oh, did I mention I wanted to make a female Billposter? :( I'm nuts. :(! Haha! Vanessa totally like hate FlyFF now. She wants to play Shaiya or something. I don't know! XD! I'm gonna play with her. =P! Well, enough of games, really.
ME ANGELINA WANG! I wants my notes!! ;_;! Apologies for missing orientation! OK! I really like my course. I mean, it's pretty much a bad start but heh. Mr Tan and Mr Kang Leng has been helping us alot. To start out. =)! Thanks sirs. XD! I don't mind the assignments. Just gonna work hard. Go SUSU! =)!! Ok! Hmm...
Dad scolded me yesterday. Make that 2 days ago. Well, I was being a "lazy bum" but honestly, God knows more. So I'll just shut my mouth on it. There is... however... a particular topic I wish to touch on...
A guy I know, or so... He doesn't play FlyFF anymore because of something to do with CashShop or the Upgrading thing. I don't know. To me, it's as though every single REAL problem he's encountered, he quits on it. On DA, his quitted on his rorrior because he wasn't "good" enough. I told him I'll see through with him till the end. Nope. He just stopped there. I mean, it doesn't help that I hardly play that game anymore. Then FlyFF, another problem, REAL problem and he gave up. So, every real problem or reasoning, they don't wanna see through it? Just leave it? Good gracious! Even my dad hates knowing the truth. @_@!! I mean, hey come on, what's up? @_@! This isn't the you I remember either. Fine, I don't know you anymore. Satisfactory? I think not. @_@! I don't know. Seems pretty gay. Another guy, Ryan. He seems to have some problems. No idea what. Something to do with old flames. UGH! Get over it guys! @_@! Gosh. >.>!! You are more sentimental than I am, at times. HOW GAY! >.>;;!!! Not only that. I don't know. Gio. I can't seem to trust him anymore myself. I mean, what's up with all of you? Do I have malaria? All of you must avoid me? I don't know.
Cici, buck up girl. Ignore UKI. Just focus on AeRiOs, gurl. I'll see through it with you. Reason why I level with you? Simple. Because I want to go at the same speed with you. No hurry, no rush. Just you, me and Shuhammas. We'll get it there. Just think what you think best. Believe in yourself. Susu, same goes for you. Happy birthday Liyana. Marina, jia you! Wan Ling, I miss you girl. =)! Lala, All the best. Wati, Jia you! Atika... ugh! Go get yur 3rd year and prove it to us girl. IT is NOT to be messed around.
I just feel the need to get these out. Just hope you guys reflect on yourselves and do your best. Me too. Nighty night!
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Morning!
Monday, April 21, 2008/ 4/21/2008 09:34:00 am
Hey Claisy! Yeah! I know! Lately, my entries are like so short! HAHA! Ok! So yesterday. I went to my mum's graveyard. Still pretty clean, maybe. We did a lil cleaning up. Trim the grasses. Except, it RAINED before we actually reached the place. UGH! The whole place was wet! UGH! Couldn't really clean it. YUCK! But yeah. Still said the prayers, changed the cloth and such. Next stop, was dad's sister. The place was CRAZY! HAHA! We cleaned it up. I enjoy doing these stuffs. Kinda fun. Seriously. Engage yourself. If you just see it, it's boredom. Anyway. Tumeric plants. They grow!! Really! =)! But the pinecos next door was like towering all over. UGH! Dad just got a lil mad and snapped it off. But he says, it's for their own good and our own good. xD! Changed the cloths and everything. Next stop, my dear little brother. The problem, the small tree that used to give shade was beginning to get annoying. The roots of the tree made a couple of small batu nisan turned whacky. Then there is another that totally split the whole tilings apart. I pity them. :(!! They ought to really take care. Oh yeah! We saw a yellow frog at my dad's sister's place. Hehe. Kinda cool. =)! Anyway, we had to clear my brother's area. That place is just messed up. Ugh. :(! Lots of grasses and such. @.@!! Trimmed and made the place slightly nicer. =)! Next stop, my grandmother, on my father's side. Pretty neat place. Old cemeteries are just so much neater. We cleared the place. Heh heh. =P! Just a couple of trimming. It's pretty fine. =)! Did the same stuffs and moved on to dad's dad. This is where is slightly different. The grave is shared by 4 people. So yeah. One belonged to dad's dad, another belonged to dad's dad's son AKA dad's brother. PHEW! The other 2 are complete strangers but no complains. The Pineco plant is REALLY tall here. We had to trim it short. Haha! It was REALLY short. From like 1m down to 25 cm. HAHA! Of course lots of dry leaves. Pulled them off. A couple of dead branch. Pulled them off. My hand got DIRTY! HAHA! Left the tree... uhhh... quite... uhhh..... bare. O_O! Really! ROFL! A couple of fresh leaves, yes. But bare, true. Heh Heh. xD! Lots of leaves to snap down. Lotsa work at grandpa's grave but heh. Fun. The big scissors went SNIP SNIP SNIP! I went SNAP SNAP SNAP. I was snapping about the pinecos. ROFL! Ook, I did some work, ALL RIGHT!! Just trimmed here and there with the smaller scissors. =)! FINALLY! A tidy grave. It was when I suddenly got a deja vu. Felt like I've visited there before. Just not sure when. Oh yeah, did I mention that my dad, my cousin, my aunt and I had to climb risky steps just to visit the grave? It was creepy. T_T!! OK! So, just said our prayers and off we go, to Boon Lay.
Boon Lay. My aunt grabbed Chicken Briyani. I grabbed Mutton Briyani. My dad grabbed Mutton Briyani. My cousin grabbed Chicken Briyani. ROFL!! ALL EATING NASI BRIYANI????? WHAT IS GOING ON! HAHAHAHAHA! Oh yeah! We did. We were ALL craving for it. You know, like people say. The more the merrier. Clean plates! HAHAHAHAHA! Oh, I ordered 2 cups of tea'o! O_O! My aunt was like... "This girl is mad. Cleanest plate of rice and she expects ME to believe she can gulp down those 2 cups." I did. ROFL! Basically the trip from graveyard to Boon Lay was the conversation about nasi briyani. HAHAHAHA!! Seriously! So, afterwhich, I asked my dad for a hair cut. Not bad. 14 bucks. Malaysian chinese girl. Sweet. A lil' clueless but she's a great hairdresser! HAHA! =)! So, on the way back, I got myself honeydew juice and... peppermint ice-cream. I rejected the latter but my aunt forced it down my throat. ;_;! SAD! Home sweet home.
NOT!
FlyFF. Cici and I made a party. We tried making it advanced and it worked. It was when party was level 38 or so, I had to leave her a lil to help MW to his RingMaster career. Haha! That was when UKI came over to visit her. Was when UKI got a lil mad around and so is Cici. Something to do with buying of stuffs and Cici not the "same ol' girl I knew" before. Well, Cici just explained to me that her RingMaster's items all belonged to UKI. She doesn't want the same thing happening to her BJ. Although her G-bow belonged to UKI, never you mind. Haha! UKI got mad or something. He even asked me. "Savien, you're the new guy. Why are you stealing my CC?" I was like uhhh... "Because I'm her friend?" What am I? A rival or something? Dude, in all honest truth, I'm a dudette. @_@!! Cici blames herself for making UKI leave just like that. I was "uhh...". Seriously don't understand this pair. Ok, they're not in a relationship but their friendship goes deeper than mine and Cici. But I guess, some stuffs, you gotta leave it be. I forced Cici to go ClockWork with UKI. As an apology and for my sake. Truthfully, I wanted them to make up. Besides, I had prayers and cooking to attend to. Hehe. Sorry Cici. Sorry UKI. Probably because of me, you guys are at loggerheads sometimes. But I don't see the wrong. UKI wanted to buy the stuffs for AeRiOs. Cici doesn't want UKI to disturb AeRiOs, her BJ. All in all, I feel a major headache coming up. She just wants to buy her own stuffs, on her own. She doesn't want UKI to keep buying things for her. She help UKI because she likes it. Not because she's forced to. Help meaning just help, no going back, no expecting of a return or payback. She's just that simple. But I guess UKI wants to take that "help" to a whole new level by helping Cici and buying stuffs for her. In a way, as a "thank you". I think Cici can see it this way. Guys like to see girls use the stuffs they buy for them sometimes. Guess this is one of it. But I think Cici is also a lil' harsh, not to say. My guess is... UKI likes CICI. Seriously people. Why would UKI go to such extension? O_O! Ever wondered why? O_O! UKI likes Cici but somehow too proud to admit it. ROFL! Probably too EGO. I can bet, UKI is Scorpio. He's pretty possessive uh! XD! Hahaha! If that's really the case... Hoo BOY. I'm stayin' ou'a ma'ers for a wil' whi'e! Hehe. All right. Enough of yesterday.
Today, Mushilizier with ArCh. Haha. Go us!
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Saturday, April 19, 2008/ 4/19/2008 11:49:00 pm
hey Claisavard! Viella is almost 56. Savien got LUCKY DURING HIS GHUNT!! ZOMG!! 2 HISTORIC STICK! HAHAHAHA! =)! YUMMY MONEY THERE! ^^!!
That's all. Tmr going to visit mama. ^^
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008/ 4/16/2008 12:01:00 am
I got screwed. Seriously. Ok, to a point, I like her. (as a friend) To another point, it's a pain. ROFL! Cici, next time, let me tell UKI that you don't wish to contact him at times. It's a pain to lie. I hate it, especially when I'm the middle man... woman.. woman... girl! ROFL! OK... Stupid blog didn't update because of major news. -.-! Dad switched the electricity off. Ok, so now I'm here, recalling a couple of stuffs that happened yesterday and... guess what! A TOTAL BLANK! A peaceful sleep I had! XD! Uhh, what more... let's see... Been reading a couple of fanfictions, yeap yeap and uhhh... what else... DA wasn't much... Uhh.... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE! SHEEZ! Do I got this sign board above me saying "idiot"? Ok, I bet it's a screaming board too. :(! I knew I'm hellish.
Anyway, school's starting tomorrow and finally, I feel nervous and excited. SAI! Today need to go buy books. I'll go out in a bit, shiz! Okok... I need to take a passport size photo for that PSB card crap! ROFL! xD! Member card, I think. -.-! YAY for it. >.>;! Har har! What else... My aunties are coming over to take my mum's clothes... After one whole year has passed. -.-! When I checked dad's cupboard... One thought came to me... Dad, when are you getting rid of your old clothes as well? HMMM? Hahaha! No effing idea! Okok! Enough rants. xD
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008/ 4/15/2008 12:05:00 am
Savien has 60% exp! ;_;!
Saviella is now 55.
Dark Ages, no changes.
ARGH! NO COMMENTS!!! I MISS GIO! :(! I'm bored. Ok, VERY TIRED! VERY SLEEPY! YAY! NEWS FROM WATI! She got into Nursing at Ngee Ann. UGH! Everyone gets a spot in polytechnics. I go private. I hate you all. ;(! Okok! I love you guys. I'll be working earlier than all of you so watch it. BLEH!
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Monday, April 14, 2008/ 4/14/2008 01:30:00 am
Savien is 82 now.
Saviet killed 7k tna.
Night
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ahoy
Sunday, April 13, 2008/ 4/13/2008 12:35:00 am
HEY HEY!
Dark Ages: 10k tna hunted. Nothing much. Total of 200 mil exp hunted. That'll be all. Ok.
FlyFF: Nothing much. Finally Vien has 60% exp. Saviella is 53. Saviet has 63%. =)!
Night! Oh! Love you Gio! Love you masterz. =)!
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faded love..
Friday, April 11, 2008/ 4/11/2008 11:15:00 pm
Feels queer, y'know? I don't know. Topsy-turvy. Twisted. Round and round the globe. Queer. Plain weird. Just funny. Just... Funny. I know. Stupid. Oh. Anyway, Gio started asking me questions about my new school. Suddenly, new funny thoughts just conquered me. I don't feel like chatting about it though. Don't know.
I feel so moody today. With everyone. I just diss them off with my bitterness. I just feel like shooting everyone. I mean it. Everyone. Including my dad and my cousins and my friends. I suddenly have the feeling that I'm alone again. On an island. With only a pistol with one bullet left. No food. No ways of escaping. No boats to escape that island. I just got ditched. A fact thrown to me. Everyone just left me. What am I saying? Why am I getting so sentimental? What the hell is wrong with me?????? Someone please explain. My tears feel like dropping right now. Someone, can you PLEASE tell me what the hell is extremely wrong with me??? SHOOT ME, CLAISAVARD. I don't like these people. They're jerks. Don't know. I hate you. Stupid. WHAT AM I SAYING? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? Suddenly I feel like xmasterz is so far away from me. Beyond reach. My DA friends are beyond my understanding. Shiran is like one tiny dot across the desert. Gio just left for SPACE. Jennifer just went missing. Marina is beyond communication now. Dad's listening is beyond my reach. The rest... Well... Wiko isn't there anymore. My cousins just turned their backs on me. MW is just beyond my reach. Oddy... well, he isn't there anymore, now, is he? I DON'T KNOW! I HATE THIS CONFUSION! It's just leaving me depressed. I don't want to listen to you guys. You guys are jerks. I hate this...
Night.
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sleepiness!
Thursday, April 10, 2008/ 4/10/2008 11:14:00 pm
fInally! I got accepted into PSB Academy officially. @_@! Gosh! So sleepy. Been waking up at 9am+ for the past few days. Sleeping at 2am. Rofl! Sucks to be me! I know! xD! Let's see. School fees settled. Mr Calvin, I'm SOO SORRY to trouble you today! X_X! Didn't realise. =X! Ok. Right, anyway.
School starts next Thursday. =)! Yippee! Like seriously! Rofl! xD! Ok.. Notta much to update. Screw you Marina... I wants my book backs, damn it! xD! I passed the movies back to Mars. I bought a handphone keychain for myself. Went window shopping. So yeah. Lotsa gaying and gossiping. I met Kak Marlia. Assalamualaikum kak! ^^! Rindu! =)! Haha, Nani is still confusing herself over PSB and Raffles Institution. XD! Her pasal. Not my problem. I'm seriously sleepy. I still missing him. Don't SHOOT ME. I'm not innocent. Guilty. Ok! Night Claise!
Oh yeah! Did I meantion... The rich I cooked got burnt... Epic Fail.. Night!
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a'kum!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008/ 4/09/2008 11:50:00 pm
=)! cLaisavard! I don't know what to type in today. So sleepy, that's for sure. Tomorrow dad's gonna pay my school fees le ar~! :)! Oh well. That's all for tonight ar.
Aku akui, aku merindui kamu. Bayang-bayanganmu sentiasa menghantui ku.
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Hey Claisy!
Tuesday, April 08, 2008/ 4/08/2008 11:27:00 pm
Hey Claise! What's up huh? Nothing much? Yeah same. Actually, not. I'm SO sleepy! OMG! ._.!!
Really sleepy. My eyes are like wanting to shut but I can guarantee, on bed, it'll be wide open. GAH! I lent Marina Suara Hati but she didn't even touch it! DAMN! It's such a nice book. Marina! READ IT OR ELSE BACK TO ME IT COMES! I likes Amirul Naim soo much!!! I wonder if he's real. Okok! I'm going fanatical over some fictional character! BUT! He's so sweet. Kuat pegangan agama and very nice and everything. Tiada kecacatan di mata. Sejuk mata memandang. KYAH! X(!!!
Ok! So I registered for PSB Academy already. School fees is 8k. >.>! Gosh? :(!!! Marina and I borrowed a couple of dvds. For me and her to watch. Haha! XD! PSB Academy. Patutlah firasatku berbisik, pasti suatu hari nanti, akan kujejakkan kaki ke sekolah ini. Hairan...
Baru hari Ahad malam, aku berminum air Zam-zam. Berselawat, penuh dengan doa-doa untuk semua yang kukenali. Mengapa hatiku berasa sebak? Jauh dilubuk hatiku, aku tahu firasatku benar. Tetapi mengapa kesedihan tetap ada di hati? Aneh. Hairan bin Ajaib. Telah kudoakan untuk kebahgiaan semua orang. Namun hati tetap berasa berbolak-balik. Tidak tenteram. Ya Allah, kupinta padaMu, tunjukkanlah jalan yang diredhaiMu. Mungkan ada hikmah di sebalik sebak itu? Aku pasti, jawapannya di masa depan kelak.
Haha, sorry. Only for malay readers. Sorry Gio. You'll be scratching your head, I can feel it. Hey buddy, you take cares and marry your girlfriend, you hear me?? OK??? Hahaha! I got a spot in school. Pray for my success buddy. =)! Jen too! ^^ I pray for your happiness girl. =)!
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Bomb!
Saturday, April 05, 2008/ 4/05/2008 11:53:00 pm
Boo! I went to Geylang Serai today with my auntie. =D! OMGOMG! She bought CLOTHES! xD! I know! Lame Susu, LAME! =X! Oh and I found... SUARA HATI By ANIS AYUNI! OMG! Amirul Naim, sesungguhnya dia benar-benar seorang lelaki yang sejati. =D! I love him so much! =D! Got my laptop back. =X!
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Blog is absolutely done now! =]!
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hey hey~
Friday, April 04, 2008/ 4/04/2008 12:07:00 am
Vanessa said something about creating our own blog and the rest was a total blur. It went something like blah blah. =X! I was totally not paying attention. Yeah, it's unfazing. Lol! OMG! I totally found a website with lots of cool and cute blog layouts! =)! I'm SOO not sharing. Yes, I'm selfish that way. Big deal. =X! Right. Cici's been reminding me of the DATE. Thank you dearr~ ;)! The Watangka gave us a few millions extra. Thank you dearrs~ Hahaha! Nothing much. =]! Gonna log off! Buhbye~
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hallooo!!
Wednesday, April 02, 2008/ 4/02/2008 12:03:00 am
Hey hi! I don't know what to update seriously. =X! I want to talk about a couple of stuffs. Hmm. Aqua couldn't G-hunt with me again. Blame her partner. >.>! ArCh got plvled, AGAIN. I know! I know! It's like everyone's definitely lazy to level. Let's see... Saviet only got plvled when she's 59, jumping to 60. That's all. I know! =X! I just don't feel like talking about it. Oh! Maybe I'll just talk about it.
WHAT'S SO HARD ABOUT LEVELLING???? GEEZ! (Here it ges, again...) It's NOT HARD! Oh come on! I trained from 1 to 59, ALONE! Unbuffed. Whatever. What's so hard? Oh ya. Hitting = miss more than spelling = never miss at all. Look, I know it all seems unfair, plvling and such. If you want to get plvled, make an assist. X_X! Good grief! Please la! Level 100+, you start getting 0.01 exp. If lucky, 0.02. Still wanna get plvled, is it? GEEZ! Now you complain, then in the future, exp worse, will complain more. ALL GAMES ARE LIKE THAT! GOOD GRIEF! Exp will always suck. Never mind. Not my business. Like that is like that lor. I'm having major mood swing. Have a nice effing night.
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