Nevertheless, I find myself irresistably drawn to him. He's like my life potion, end of story. On Tuesday, I bought a silly little 3d 4-leaved clover. It means good luck. I really hope I am giving him good luck because for all I've known, I've been giving everyone a piece of my bad luck. I'm so super, I can cry out loud. So, me and Marina tried fixing that little clover. On and off, I failed and passed. But ok, whatever. We managed to fix it in the end. There was an odd little piece that kept falling off, unable to fit in with the rest and bizarre! I managed to fit it. Voila! A completed four leaved clover. :)!

Wednesday, I did night kitchen. I did cooking. I'm proud of it. The products turned out beautiful!!! :)! Go me. :)! Finally, something different and positive, right? NO!

We're back to him. We didn't talk much. We avoided each other, plainly, me, who avoided him. He tried to chat but gave up. Because apparently, I'm so mad. :(! So anyway. We managed to fix the bond back, except now it is extremely brittle... I rested on his shoulders and he had no qualms about it. What a weird guy. I don't think I can take my eyes off him. I don't think I can just stop myself. I don't think... this is any simple crush any longer. I've fallen deep.

Aku akui aku menyayanginya.

Get my drift, Claise? I don't dare to go all out. But ok. He moved house already. To... Kallang. He better start saving moneys. :)! It's like really. He doesn't mind me harassing him at all. Our eyes, hide so much. When true feelings reveal, we avoid each other's eyes. We're plain cowards. What else can be explained for both of us. I like him. I'm not sure if he does like me. Question is, will anything happen?

Labels: Matters of hearts