well hello Claise.
Been a while, huh? I seem to have lost track of time. Before I knew it, it's friday again. Means the next day, I have to work from morning till midnight. Such a tiring day, I fell into slumber for 3 hours. I woke up and realised, I haven't changed my bedsheets. Sigh. I'm so pathetic. And tired. What else...
So much crossed my mind, but anyway, I don't feel like pouring everything in here. Let me ponder upon my own thoughts. So often, I got caught dazing off. Dozing off. Dreaming away. Maybe the lack of sleep is doing this to me. I'm starting to have serious sleeping disorder problems. I am only able to catch 3 hours of sleep to brave through the rest of my 20 hours of staying awake. I will sleep for 30 minutes, wake up and stay awake for half an hour or so and it repeats. It becomes an annoyance really. Panda eyes. It's part of Susu now. I can't get rid of it.
School has been... a way out, to relieve some stress. In a way so twisted. I feel free that I have nought to think about. But also, school project is another crap. >.>;;!
Work has been stressing, and annoying for most part. I'm pissed. Because I didn't get my mystery shopper. And pissed, because the shop is fucking dirty and well... die. That lady is gonna drop by again. I have no doubts at all that she'll check the whole fucking shop and just piss me off. So fucking annoyed. Her and her sweet-no-playing-around-sarcastic tone. It fagging pissed me. Almost to the point where I felt the need to just slap her face and start to piss her off on the fucking spot. I wish she can tell me, which shop ever scored under her scrutinization? Egging her. She talk like the all-mighty her. I feel like a red ant. Small under her glare yet ready to bite her anytime.
But ok. Whatever.
life is cruel but no one said it has no options