I'm moping about again. Listening to songs brings me back to the nostalgic memories of the past. It seems like time didn't just stop there. It sort of started when you start reminiscing and going through that roller coaster emotional feelings you had back then.

Nostalgia is a seductive liar. ~George Wildman Ball
True nostalgia is an ephemeral composition of disjointed memories. ~Florence King

Here I am, on FlyFF, chatting to some of my ingame boyfriend's friends. They're great to hang out with and they ENJOY bullying me. Just like Latiff himself. But it's ok. They're great. I wish to visit them sometime but I'd rather grab the whole gang down and we can hang out. HAHA!

Back on track, I wonder if I should even think about him. It seems all so ridiculous and I can keep going back to those memories and think about how fantastic he is. Fantastic. I'm so great at fantasizing but never a big fan of making fantasies real.

All in all, I'm such a coward.