Tangisan Bulan Madu By Samsiah Mohd. Nor.

Contents: "Aku tidak akan mencemarkan impian bulan madu kita, meskipun kita tidak dapat mengecapnya."
Summary: Menganggur setelah memerah tenaga dan membuang usia untuk mendapatkan segulung ijazah dari universiti adalah pengalaman yang menyakitkan. Amira tidak dapat memenuhi harapan keluarga. Kekasihnya memutuskan cinta untuk mengahwini gadis lain. Percintaannya dengan Bogatt dihalangi oleh Puan Marina yang memilih darjat. Setelah akhirnya Bogatt berjaya juga memimpin tangannya ke jinjang pelamin, mereka tidak sempat berbulan madu. Mengapa?

Izinkan Aku Pergi By Hannaziera Faez.

Summary: Izinkan aku pergi jika itu boleh membahagiakan dirimu. Biar aku lenyap dari pandangan mata dan hati kalian. Aku tidak sanggup lagi menongkah alam. Aku tidak sanggup lagi berkongsi kasih denganmu. Biarlah aku mengalah. Ambillah semula hakmu kerana hadirnya aku sekadar menumpang kasih sementara diberi ruang waktu.

Sorry, obsessed with malay novels again! XD! I SHOULD cut the habit.

So, here am I thinking, again! I looked at the clock to see 11:11. Cut the habit, argh! To that someone who is thinking of me, please stop thinking of me. It's irritating to keep seeing 11:11 on my clock, whether DAY or NIGHT. AH BLEH. In my dreams, k thanks.

So, I'm doing less and less of that think-about-him thing and less and less of the liking-him thing. It's not gonna work out. We can hang out and be great friends and have fantastic chemistry but NOPE. NOPE. NOPE.

NOPE.

It'll be hard if I were to just keep clinging on to him when one day, he'll just leave Singapore as if he's going back from a vacation. What's more annoying is I have to see him go. Even MORE annoying to this is that he still loves his first lady, who is now married. He practises the belief "The person I love the most is now safe and secure and being loved. Someone is taking of the one I love, making her smile everyday and that's my happiness."

Coming on strong, Sir, but the world doesn't play that way. One day or another, you'll realise that that happiness is slowly eating up what's left of you. You can't even feel your own happiness. You daren't seek your future. You can only think of her and her smile and that's your only fuel? Come on man. Obviously I'm just jealous of that dedication but HOKAY. I should be through with you. It feels so whatever right now.

So much dedication for a love that's been going on strong for 8 years. I wish I had someone like that but then again, I probably won't be able to appreciate him. Because I can be so blind and deaf and oblivious to everyone that it's frustrates them to no end. But because of that, I seek the idea and solace in romance books and daydreams where most happy endings exists. In real life, Mother Nature gives and takes back everything too quickly. They present the best presents for you and surprise you with the worst nightmare anyone can face. That present and nightmare can be classified in one word: Reality.

How I wish I can be faithful to someone forever, waiting under the tree with the rain drops surrounding me, my wet clothes hugging me, waiting for a him to return back to me and say, "Hey, you'll catch a cold" and offer me the best present: him.

I wish life works that way, all the times.