Screw it if the whole world reads but he doesn't...

I miss you, o' god, o' so much. How much the heart misses your presence.
Can't you see it in my eyes?
Can't you feel it?
My tears felt like brimming up whenever I see you but I try not to breakdown in front of you.
I've said before that my apologies are never sincere is because I don't want you trampling over my heart. But, o! Alas! What have I done is just you run over my heart because of my own words, my own mistake. I deserve it, don't I?
I want to talk to you but because I feel wordless, you deem me arrogant.

I totally deserved everything. To be treated evilly by you. But it's ok! Your smile, afterall, it's the most important thing to me...

I just feel like tucking my tail between my legs and just run away and never to return, bringing the scratches on my heart with me.

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