You know who you are if you EVER come across this freaking post...

Look, dude, I'm sick and tired of you. I'm sick of the feelings that I'm bearing for you. I'm sick of holding that fucking torch for over a year now. I'm tired of holding it up. I'm tired of brightening my life and myself just so you can see who you're dealing with. WTF?! I'm not a freaking lighthouse, for god's sake! I am STILL a SOMEBODY! Not a NOBODY!

You haven't an ounce of sincerity within you! You haven't an ounce of care and concern in you! You're but full of lies and more lies. Full of facades and masquerades. Full of cold-smiles. NOTHING in you is fucking WARM. You're just a doll! You claim, you claim, you claim. Well, HELLO. I can claim too. I'm gonna start right now.

I claim that you will never be sincere in your life.
I claim that you will never let anyone enter your heart.
I claim that you're too fudging blind to see who cares for you.
I claim that you're nothing but a coward.
I claim that you, the coward, only know how to live with a fake smile, always fearing to share your weaknesses and problems with anyone called a "friend".
I claim that what you claim is right.
You. Are. Fucking. Alone. GOOD RIDDANCE!

Have I made myself clear? I tried to open your shell. I tried to pry inside you. I tried to understand you. I tried. You've never tried. You've never helped yourself. Guess what? Thanks for making me go to bed every night with tears, dumbass. I don't deserve to cry because of you because, what the fuck, what's the fecking odds of us even being together? ZERO. BIG FAT ZERO!

QUIT LEADING ME ALREADY, YOU IDIOT. YES, this is MY BLOG. I have all authority to call you whatever names I choose. If you don't like the names, simple. Don't fucking talk to me and keep making me fall for you. Do you know how much I hate you now? I care for you too much, it just makes me hate you. Because YOU fucking make me weak. Deep within that stupid love, I find hatred for you. But because I fucking hate you that I realise I'm just a kid in denial and I'm still fucking loving you. How'd you like THAT?!

Please See: I hope you're not offended because I needed to rant it out. Call me a loser if you want, sir, because right now, I feel like I am a loser with tears on my face. Thanks for sending me to such depths.

Stupid Claise. Your Stupid Susu is SOOO STUPID, SHE SHOULD JUST FUCKING DIE.

Night.