Wai hello readers! Bah, like as though I have any, anyway...

LOL! I just heard something funny...

Kadang-kadang, perasaan manusia ni lebih kotor daripada najis, tau.

A.K.A. Sometime, human feelings are dirtier than germs and bacteria.

Somehow, I find myself nodding with the quote... Random video update! I love this song. One of the top songs in Korea right now, actually.



You guys loved it yet? Sad, isn't it? Yep. I love it. I keep replaying this song in my handphone mp3(no, I'm not ashamed of this replaying fact) wherever I go. Bah, screw you stupid songs!

Anyway, what's the difference between love and hate? Can you just love someone without hating them? Can you hate someone without loving them? I've been thinking about it and I guess a tad differently. They're not opposite of each other. They just come in a package, you know? Opposite of this package is apathy. Indifference. That's the true enemy here.

I mean, let's face it. I feel kinda pathetic and low to keep voicing this out.

Look at me and David.

I hate him for making me love him. Love is such a strong workd here... Screw you.
I hate him for making me like him.
Better. Sounded like a retard back then.

It's impossible to hate him when I know I like him a lot. I mean, by the whole sky, a lot. But I just want to keep hating him because he makes me feel like a pathetic no one. Holy crap! It doesn't help that when you like someone a lot, you hate them for what they do to you. Or what they do. You love the person. Hate their actions instead. You love the person wholeheartedly yet because of his crooked smile towards you, you hate them because they make your knees tremble.

Fuck you, heart affairs.

All thanks to answerbag.com

"Because you love too much, until you couldn't let it go, hate appears.
When you see deep into the hate you bear for the person, you'll find love.

Yes, you hate someone because you have put in too much love."

Which is what I tried today.

Apathy.

I don't know if it worked. I just tried ignoring.

I knew he was trying to see if I was all right and checked if I was done. Shocked because apparently, I am SUPER fast at doing work. Thanks a lot, jerk. For trying to distract me from my peace. I didn't want to talk to you, you fuck face. But no! You had to SNAP and wake me from my daydreams. THANKS A LOT, FUCK FACE. Would you please cut it out and stop leading me, JESUS! For fuck's sake! Just quit it already while your head is still attached to your body and you're still in Singapore. GET THE FUCK OUT OF SINGAPORE A.S.A.P. DAMN YOU!

Fucking haTe David.

God, help me.