I'm feeling normal. I don't know. Abnormal state of calmness. Calm before the storm. You know when one feels confused, one tends to daydream, right? I think so. I don't know. I'm like daydreaming a lot now. Not because I'm bored or anything. I've been having dreams about YHCB and Ms Chan. I don't know. I feel like the band is in deep trouble. Thank God I have no more dreams of a certain teacher. I'd be surprised, honest.

Ok, I've come to terms with selfishness. Just what is up with such people? I don't know. All they can think is for themselves. They pay someone else to put in efforts for them. It's just so ludicrous. The thing is all you want is just the fucking results. Yet you force people to do your shit for you. Just what is up with THAT? Seriously, if you lack the will to do your own shit, don't just throw your shit to someone else and expect someone else to clear it. It's just plain rude. You keep giving excuses. When someone else talks to you about it, you just lewdly tell someone to shut the hell up and you think you're right. Who the fuck you think you are? You're not some King who can demand respect from people. If your roles were reversed, I'd tell you, you'd be feeling the same poppycock. It's pure rubbish. You keep saying it's the best for everyone. Tell me. Exactly who benefits? Who the hell are you trying to bluff? You're just plain deluded. You know when you scold a certain someone, I feel like pissing you off. I don't give a fuck as to whether you'll hate me. I don't give a rat's ass if you don't wish to talk me because hey, what are the fucking odds of ME wanting to talk to a JACKASS like you? You're just plain selfish. Period. Seriously, YOU watch your mouth. Not me. You're already pissing her off. She tells me everything. Right now, I'm more than pissed. I'm ready to shrew at you. I'm more than ready to just lash everything out at you. Let me warn you, I'm fucking good at hurting people. I'm super sarcastic. As long as you don't have the fucking common sense or actually lost the ability to think, I'm ready to back you up. RIGHT. Back as in serious lashings. It's just gonna be a one time thing. You do this shit one more time, I swear I'm just diss you just the way it is. The sad part is... The person is willing to help you no matter what. Can't you see how much she suffers?? OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE, GROW UP LA! You're so pampered. GROW UP. THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU. Don't you see? WE. HATE. YOU. Period. You're acting no more than a 5-year old kid who wants things to go THEIR way. Well, hey, sorry. QUIT ACTING YOUR SHOE SIZE and ACT MORE LIKE YOUR AGE. Besides, it's REALITY. It isn't your WORLD. Just who the hell are you trying to order someone? Go to hell.

Period.