HII!!

Today is just bad. But let's talk about the good stuffs first.

Saturday went out for wedding dinner. Puuurrrfeectt!! Had dinnah, DUH! SUp tulang. Wakakakaka! XD! My cousin brother gave me a rubix cube! OMFG! I SO HATE IT! But now I like it. Why? I CAN FINALLY SOLVE IT!

Okay. Fated To Love you. DAMN SAD! Episode 12!! CHEN XIN YI MISCARRIAGE! NOO! X(!

Ok! TODAY DAD GETS ME SOO MAD! WHY? Let's start. With MY error. Fine. I didn't cook on time for him. He nags at me for not cooking on time. Then the preaching begun. I waste electricity by playing computer. Fine. I am a lazy lout. Fine. I'm stupid. Fine. I still haven't mature. Fine. He'd rather sell the house and find a room to rent on his own. Fine. I can go sleep on the sidewalk. Fine.

Dear Father,

Did you realise you're only hurting your very own step-daughter? Did you realise that rather than I go out and spend 10 dollars, I'd rather stay at home and play computer because it costs maximum 2 dollars on electricity for EVERY, SINGLE DAY? Would you rather I go out every single day, give me 10 dollars for everyday, which is equivalent to $300 a month and electricity... Let's say oh! You'll still pay $110? Rather than $140 and no $300 to fork out? What are you? Stupid? You call me stupid, deaf, no-use, idiotic, devil's child, no-brainer? Are you indirectly praying that I'm all of the above? Well, THANK YOU. *rolls eyes in heavy sarcasm* I've never known a much more caring father. HEY! Other fathers also scold lha! You think just because you're a senior citizen, you expect life to be a bed of roses for you? Think again. This is no Malaysia hor. This is S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E! No place for bed of roses lha! You want that? Go Malaysia lha! If you don't want me either, say lha! I go da pao my clothes, go somewhere else, also can leh! Just scold scold scold. You say we running out of money? YOU'RE NOT FUCKING HELPING EITHER! YOU FUCKING TELL ME TO STOP PLAYING COMPUTER. INCLUSIVE OF THE INTERNET AND MY ELECTRICITY BILLS PER DAY, IT'S FUCKING LESS THAN $5 YOU KNOW! Total electricity, excluding gas and water: $45. My INTERNET: $20. DIVIDE BY 30 DAYS: $2++!! TWO DOLLARS! I FUCKING SPEND ON STUPID COMPUTER $60 A MONTH LEH! YOU LEH!??? Stupid cigarettes! $100 per carton! ILLEGAL CARTON! IF YOU WANT TO SAVE! STOP SMOKING DAMN IT! That $100 CAN GO EFFING PAY YOUR TELEPHONE BILLS! You still wanna fucking blame me for your own stupid expenses??? GOOD ENOUGH that when I go school, I don't ask for pocket money. Only need money for EZ-Link. STILL NOT ENOUGH? Who are you trying to shit?

You want to cry about your CPF? CRY LHA! But government won't give a damn, STILL. You think the PM come knocking into doors, 1-by-1, asking everyone how they're faring? NOPE! Keep dreaming, I say, keep DREAMING! Asking me to stop using the computer is like asking you to stop smoking. Where for some cases, some people DO STOP smoking, hard core smoker like you CAN NEVER STOP! Even if you DO stop, SAD TO SAY, I STILL need my computer to deal with school work. SO SORRY. SO DEAL WITH IT! GEEZ! Sorry I'm not borned perfect. If I were, I'd be getting scholarships to fucking help myself. You'd rather I go USA and stay there, is it? You want me to do that, sure no prob! FINE! Lai! Donate me my air ticket, I go become USA citizen. I go stay there. Donate me 10 grand! LAI! I need that much to start a normal life, thanks a lot.

If you soooo miss your kampong lifestyle, I suggest you go Malaysia and live there lho! But hmm.. Malaysia also now have problem. You don't like Malaysia. Go Indonesia LHO! Enak aja tinggaln di Indon. Ya, mudah banget lho, mau cari cewek baru juga. Udah cari cewek, lho kahwin ama itu cewek. Udah itu, nyuruhn isteri kamu itu masakn hidangan yang enak-enak banget. Fun life what. Isn't that what you require? Someone to cook for you, take care of you. Ya what. I so lousy. Cook, can never on time. This and that. I mean, simply put, without me, your life is easier mah!

SHEESH. SO SICK OF MEN! GAH!

Labels: stupid men and their stupid principles and their fucking ego