Hey Claisavard. =]!

Throat is soo sore. Whenever I try to speak today, no voice will come out! Eeek! It's seriously dry. =[! I lack moisture.

Anyway, I feel like ranting. But the fact is, it is 1.32am at the moment. So yeah. =[! I hate this. I felt like voicing my opinions out.

To Chrysole,

I hate Jennifer's husband. He's not helping her situation! He just left home giving very few simple, stupid, crazy excuses.

1. He needed some space which Jennifer didn't give him.
2. He wants inspiration to think of a way out.
3. He feels that their relationship will never work out.

HELLO! WHAT THE FUCK!

WHICH FAMILY ISN'T SUFFERING FROM PROBLEMS? GOSH! He's being CHILDISH. GOD! He doesn't think for Jennifer. He doesn't think for the kid. Lastly, he doesn't THINK for himself. GOD! honestly, like what's up with the "I-shall-not-speak-unless-I-feel-like-it" game? Does he think it's fun? Look, I know he wants to kill himself because of the burden. But he's not carrying the world's burden on his shoulders! That would literally kill ANYONE! Bear in mind...

If you think you have it bad, there are others who had it worse and overcame it.
Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.
It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that things are difficult.
It isn't that they can't see the solution. It's that they can't see the problem.
Every problem has a gift for you in its hands.
Problems arise in that one has to find a balance between what people need from you and what you need for yourself.

And this is the BEST.

Problems are not the problem. Coping is the problem.

Look, sir. I don't seriously know what the fuck is the matter but give yourself some thoughts. Honestly, if you keep saying you don't have the time to think about the problems between you and Jennifer, then try to think of the problems when you're shitting or showering or whatever. It's total BULL if you give excuses. One who gives excuses gives themselves away. I know Jennifer may have some faults but hey, how long are you gonna prolong the matter? Till next Christmas? I don't know what or why but from what I can see, if you lose Jennifer, you're gonna lose her forever. I'll be the one ensuring her. You'll say "Hey! Who are you to butt in?". Dude, I'm her best bud. I can feel. But let me teach you reality. If you can't cope with this simple matters, then too bad. Your loss. I'm going to teach Jennifer to be independent. I don't give a damn about how she feels or think. Because I learned this.

LIFE GOES ON.

Sorry mate. Everyone wants a second chance but chances are, extremely slim to none. Everyone wants to make up. But too bad. It's the past. I know the feeling. I lost my mother, forever. No matter how much I wish, I can NEVER get her back. So, you both there, you better know what the hell you're doing because hey, once you lose it, consider it gone forever. I don't care how much you both want to be together or not or even if it is one-sided. Too bad. Wake up. Grow up. Learn. SEE. The world doesn't wait. Time and tide waits for no man. If you think you're so god damn special to think that the world waits for you both to fix your problems, too bad mate. It's a NO-GO. Keep waiting around. Keep hurting yourselves. I seriously wonder if it is an enjoyable thing to hurt one another by keeping mum. Honestly. Two strangers under the same roof. Fantastic. Keep the game up, you both. Good going. I don't give a shit about anyone's opinions. Because hey, learn how to suffer and you'll realize it's not easy. Adapt to the difficulties. Then you'll truly learn how to live and appreciate life. Seriously.

You both, better have the problem fixed. JUST FOR FUCK'S SAKE, SIT DOWN ON A DINING TABLE WITH TWO EFFING CUPS OF TEA AND JUST TALK. TALK HEART-TO-HEART. It's not too difficult now, is it? Jennifer, I know you're mad at my comments but these are what I honestly think. I know I'm insensitive but look at the big picture. Think about the kid. Think for yourselves. You guys are hurting yourselves because you guys are keeping mum about everything! It's not easy to speak up, I know. But all relationships are built on TRUST. Where's the trust? Where's the honesty? GONE? THROWN INTO THE TRASH BIN? I know I'm being a bitch but really, now. THINK ABOUT THE PROBLEMS! Don't just bull and avoid them! FACE IT. No good to just shut your mouth up.

1. You're hurting yourself.
2. You don't dare to talk about it.
3. You're building a slow yet huge barrier between yourselves.
4. It's not a fun thing to do.
5. You're worrying everyone know loves you.
6. The kid is the ultimate victim here.

Any one of those 6 reasons GOOD? There's more but that's for YOU to compile. Don't give false hope to one another. Jennifer hopes you'll be back. While you hope to... whatever. FALSE. CONFRONT EACH OTHER! FIGHT! SCREAM! YELL! PUNCH! KICK! ANYTHING! Better than silence. It really hurts. It really does. BLAME EACH OTHER. Understand each other. Respect each other. Trust each other. Above all, learn how to love each other. It doesn't mean when you say "I love you" and want the person so much means you love the person. When you understand the person truly, wish for happiness for each other and have trust and respect for each other will then you know what love is all about. Love consists of everything. It's not easy to comprehend. It's not an explainable thing. It's just there, waiting for you to discover the warmth and wonders it holds. Once you go there, you feel it, you can triumph over anything because you both know, you both are in it, going all out, overcoming every single matter. Because, you trust and love.

Without trust, love is never felt. Without love, trust is not easy to gain.

I sincerely hope you both will have it worked out. I know I'm very rude and bitchy and cold and whatever. But I just want you guys to know, not everything is bad. We just haven't opened our eyes wide enough. We just haven't see everything of what is offered to you. We haven't realize how precious something can be until we've lost them. Make your marriage work. A divorce is nasty.

There's a saying that a couple who never fight will never last. A couple who fought and come back together, are stronger than ever because they learn to trust and love the person despite faults.

Ayez une bonne journée.