very tired!!!
CNY! ARGH! 12 hour shift is BOOHOO! I hate it! UGH!
Hahaha! Weird shit.

Alex just decided to call me names again. Childish, as always. :(! Go figure.
and Weird. He decided to ask me to help him find a job. I am not helping. He can help himself. He decided to screw his LJS life. Then he took up cleaner. He fucked that up as well. That's his business. Why should I even help? He didn't help me before. All the more owe me money. Sheesh, what a total loser. Isn't he ashamed that he borrowed monies from a girl?! Screw that. But not growing up? He admit he is a racist but I wonder if it is even totally drilled. He say he's feeling guilty but the way he bring about it, he's not even doing what he should. Action speaks more louder than words. So show it, fucked up loser. Instead, you resort to more name-calling. WTF? Who's the loser? I called you names but I stopped. A break-up requires diplomacy. No point being a kid about it, throwing tantrum. Grow up. This is a real world. Heck, even kids grew up faster. What a snob.

When I ask you out, you refused. When I give up, you blamed me for not asking you out. You complain I spend too much time at work, school and with my friends. I asked you to tag along, you bluntly refused, saying it should be only 2 of us. I should plan the whole thing. WTH? A girl planning her own first date? Screw that. Heck, I don't like any of this. This is stupid, period.

Oh well. I'm really tired these past few days. WHEW! Work work work and school school school! I love this life of mine.

GO ME! Let's see through to the end!