You know Claise, I'm at the hands of that one particular day where everything goes wrong. The need to scream is great. Everything you do is wrong. Everyone is hating you because of your great-need-to-be-bitchy attitude. Yeah. I'm at that mercy. Pardon.

I need to wail and cry. In fact, I feel the need to just break down. I need to be away from my colleagues, from work, from family, from school. Basically, from everyone. There isn't one person that I want to meet. I just feel like tucking my failtail between my legs and hide. I mean, I don't give a damn to where. I just needed a well-deserved break from this place. Maybe I should just be tarzan. Whatever idea works, really.

Talking to Jennifer right now. Guess what. I'm seriously considering about moving over to her place. I mean, moving to USA. Got it? I dunno. I should just say bye-bye.

Fuck off, Susu.

I can literally read that from everyone's mind. Today. LOL. I know I've been bitchy. But honestly, I don't give. What's their gain and what's my loss? None.

I need to scream, later. I need to cry, now.

I get the feeling that I'll probably start hating people again. Sheesh.

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